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drugs

2/26/2026

i think drugs are cool
i'd like to try them but idk its hard to even care that much abt something that could potentially get me an addiction

i think as long as u do drugs in moderation then its alrigt, but it also depends on what drugs u use
like if its fucking ketamine or something then no obviously u shouldnt be doing that shit but a little weed never hurt nobody probably

i've had many opportunities to smoke but i've never done it.. most i've ever done in terms of anything was drink vodka and red wine at a friends house
i also don't want my frist time to be while im at school, i'd much rather do it at home because anythings possible yk?
i already have trouble with paranoia and i feel like unless im at home, then im gonna freak tf out which i dont want

i plan to definitely smoke atleast once in my life and spring break might be the time to do it cs im out of college, but who knows
my friend wants to buy me a dispo (which is all ppl really have in texas) and im down for that but idk its just like damn its finally probably gonna happen
an old friend of mine offered me one and i accepted and they never fukcin gave it to me so
my friend told me to ask abt it but that offer was already like a year ago, though they did bring it up like a few months ago again
however me and that person are not particularly friends so whatever

i'll see what happens and one thing i know for certain is that the first thing im gonna do when i get high is either
a:play guitar or
b:listen to music
lets see what happens